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Sept 1, 2009 13:29:24 GMT -5
Post by XxLalaBuggxX on Sept 1, 2009 13:29:24 GMT -5
Prologue: “Mom why can't you just be happy for me? I love him and he loves me.” I sat on the chair with tears rolling down cheeks. My mom always has to come and mess things up for me. Sometimes I just wish I could be on my own. “Sasha your 16, you don't know what love is. How can I be happy for you? Baby look at you. Your having a baby and your still a baby, my baby!” We both sat and cried the night away. I mean I guess it wasn't right for me to be having a baby at my age. I told him he didn't have to wear a condom in the first place. I knew what I was doing and what I wanted. I wanted to be with him for ever. But I am 16, so I really had no business having sex. It's my body and I think I should able to do what I want wit it!?
All I know is that I'm keeping the baby and gonna do what I can for it. After me and my mom finish talking I headed upstairs to take a shower. I was already showing, I found out I was 3 months along. I did hide it very, well til today that is. I got out of the shower and put on my fave pj pants. They where red with white and pinks hearts on them. I also put on a red tank top. I laid in my bed with my cell in my hands looking at the pictures of me and Josh. Josh is the baby's father. I met him at the book store called Borders.
Flash Back: I was reading the same book as some guy two table in front of me. I was sitting at the far table in the back and he was reading and drinking coffee. He just looked so cute. Me being me, the real type of person who doesn't like to hold back, I made my down to his table. “Is it ok if I sit here?” He looked up from his book. “Be my guest.” So I sat down trying to read my book again, but there was something bout him, I couldn't stop looking at his tattoo on his neck. I have a thing for tattoo's! “What are you looking at?” Guess he saw that I looking at his tat. “Just trying to see what your tat says, nothing more.” He smiled and turned his head so I could see the hole thing. It was a heart with a name in it. “Like it, Jessica must be one lucky lady!?” “Yeah she is.” He said while laughing. “Whats funny?” “Nothing it's just Jessica is my mom, not just some lucky lady.” I felt kinda bad but at the same time I was happy it wasn't a girlfriend or wife. He had the most sexiest blue eyes and black hair. “Do you have any tat's?” “Nope not yet.” He closed his book and picked up his coffee and started drinking while looking at me. I couldn't help but wonder why? Why was I so into him? Why was he looking at me like that?
Flash Back end:
My thoughts went away after my phone started to go off. It was no one important any more. “Hi Jarell” I said not wanting to talk to him “Hey Bunny Boo baby what you up too?” That's a nick name he gave me before we even started dating. “Jarell, don't baby me. We don't go together anymore. So what you want?”I asked while turning to my side “Damn it's like that? Just wanted to know if you wanted to come to this party with me tonight.” “No, Jarell I don't want to party with you tonight. I have school tomorrow.” Jarell was my ex boyfriend and he's 18. He graduated last school year, and was thinking bout going to college. “So that's never stopped you before.” “Yeah, cuz we're dating than, plus my mom's is bugging right now.” “Well maybe I could come over there later and we can talk bout it.” I sighed, hoping that he would find some other chick to take up his time “Maybe, I might be sleep before you get here.” “Well I'll call you when I leave from the party.” “OK whatever, Bye Jarell.” I hung up before he could say anything else. The only thing he would say is that I Love you and I still want you to be my Lil' mommy
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Sept 1, 2009 13:42:21 GMT -5
Post by Lana on Sept 1, 2009 13:42:21 GMT -5
haha Jessica is a lucky girl. thats crazy he got it on his neck. guess he really love his mom. So her and jarell was something at one time. what happend with that? Bunny Boo...awww thats cute. really is. She is a baby and preggos. Damn I cant even think of myself with another baby and I'm damn near 18.lol. Borders is my ish. Got all them good books and my friend work there so i get discount. Oh Yes!! James...what does he think of this baby? I wanna know. so... UPDATE PLZ
**Lana**
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Sept 2, 2009 14:52:14 GMT -5
Post by XxLalaBuggxX on Sept 2, 2009 14:52:14 GMT -5
Chapter 1 It was a Friday afternoon I was on my way to my last class for the day. My best friend Sheena stopped me in the hall, how I not see her!? “Sasha, where you been hiding at ma?” “In class.” She looked at me blankly, she knew I couldn't stand being in class. Me and her would skip classes everyday, ust not the same class as the day before. “I know you having a baby but you don't need to be acting funny with me.” She was right, I really didn't mean to be but I've just been moody and don't wanna hurt nobody feels if I didn't need too. “My bad girl! It's just been crazy these past two months. I mean mood swings, morning sickness and the hole bathroom thing. It's just kinda hard.” She gave me a piddy look, we both laugh at it. “Whatever girl, so umm what your mom's think bout the baby daddy?” I didn't say anything. “Hello she did met him right?” I sighed before answering her and looked away. “Yeah, she met him but she don't know that he's the father. She think that Jarell is.” Sheena hit me upside my head hella hard. “What?” “Don't what me. You know that baby not Jarell's. Does he even know bout the baby?” I sighed hella hard before talking again. “Ma you need to get it right before it's to late. Even through Jarell my cousin I'm not gonna tell him bout any of this. You better make sure you do! So why didn't you tell your mom that white boy the baby daddy?” I couldn't help but laugh at her when she said that. “Rosie? Dang why you call him a white boy? We both know what he is.” We laugh all the way down the hall to our last class which we shared. Mrs. Holland was looking mad, which really isn't anything new for her! I don't know why she always gotta be mean muggin on someone.
“Welcome Sasha and Sheena. I'm glade the two of you could make it to class today.” Mrs. Holland said standing at the door as we walked in. “Hi Mrs. Holland” Sheena said “Aren't you glade this the last class for the day?” I asked as I found my sit behind Sheena. History really isn't my thing but it's not that hard for me to get an “B” in either. Sheena the one with the brains. She don't be in class half the time and still be pulling “A's”.
Class went by fast and I was happy it did. When I got outside the school I called Josh.”Hey Josh baby.” “Hey baby. How my two ladies doing?” He really wants a girl! “We're fine but we'd be even better if you was on your way to get us.” I heard him laugh “Whats funny?” “I'm in the parking lot.” Sheena pinched my arm “Ow Rose” She gave that look like girl you better give me a ride home. “Baby can Sheena get a ride too?” “You know you don't have to ask that. She always welcome to ride with us.” “Thanks baby your the best. See you in few seconds.” I hung up. “Come on girl.” We made our way over to Josh's car. He got out and hugged me and Sheena.
“So what you wanna do today?” He asked while rubbing on my belly which was getting bigger. “I just wanna chill and eat.” They laughed at me but I didn't care. They don't know how it feels to have a growing person inside you. “Whatever y'all suck.” “I'm sorry I can't hang with you two all day. But we can chill at my place for a bit if you want.” “OK thats sounds cool, Sheena.” “Sheena what you got planed for later?” “Umm remember that guy we met the other day at the mall, Jason? Well he called last night and asked if I was busy later after school.” “Well I can take you home so you can get ready for your date.” “Sounds good.” We got into his car, which was a deep blue Toyota Camry. I think its cute. Me and Josh have been dating for almost five months. We don't go out a lot only because of the age thing, but it doesn't bother me or him. I just don't want him to get hurt because of it. We pulled up to Sheena's house and I saw Jarell's car outside. “Sheena, looks like your cousin here.” “Wonder what he wants. You wanna come in and say hi?” I rolled my eyes at her and she knew why. “I'm good! Call me when you get home from your date.” “Yeah I will. I'll also tell my cousin you said hi.” Josh didn't say anything, he just looked at me then at Sheena. Sheena smiled and got out. I waved to her as we drove off.
Man I really hope that Sasha know what she doing. I love her like the sister I never had. I have two brothers and a bunch of males cousins that think they live here. I just can't believe that she having a baby and her mom's gonna let her keep it. Shyt if that was me my mom would be ready kill me and the guy that knocked me up. I got in the house and saw Jarell with some crazy looking girl. “Who was that?” “Well hi to you to Rell. It was a friend of mine and Sasha's why?” “Bunny Boo? What she got a new boyfriend now?” I smiled and looked at the chick he was sitting with. “Yeah damn, why you all up her bizz when you be bringing new chicks by everyday?” He didn't say nothing and I walked in the kitchen and put my bag down.
“Hey ma, you work tonight?” “Yeah you know I traded times with Victoria. I love the night shift since you a grown woman now.” My mom works at the hospital, she's a nurse. I used to like it when I was younger when I was sick, she would take so much time out her day for me. I'm just happy that I have the best mom a girl could have! Being the only girl really wasn't that bad, I mean yeah my older brother and cousins would pick on me but it was out of love. Now I can handle myself, maybe a lil better then other chicks. They would always make me fight for my stuff back when they took it from me. You can call me a lil tom boy, basketball is my thing. That's the one game I could always get praise for when I was playing with them. Who ever team I was on was sure for the win. I'm gonna play in school this year when the season starts.
“Sheena, why don't Sasha come round like she used too?” My lil brother Kevin asked. He has the biggest crush on her, its so cute. “I gonna ask her later, ok?” “K” Kevin is the baby of my family. He's 9 and is in the 5th grade. My dad isn't around, he's in jail for lord knows what. Kevin and my older brother James dad's still come around and help out mom. They ok, but I just dont trust them. I sat at the table drinking some juice and ate an apple. An here comes Rell looking like a lost puppy. “Why didn't Bunny Boo tell me she moved on?” “Rell I try not in be her bizz like dat. That's something you an her gonna have to talk bout.” Rell sat across from me at the table. “What Rell? Why you looking like dat?” He didn't say nothing then his female friend came in and wrapped her arms around his neck and said something in his ear. Guess he didn't like it. “Brittney go get in the car. I'll be out there.” She walked out. “I heard she having a baby.” I almost choked on my apple. “What? What you talking bout?” I was trying to play dumb. “She not having no baby. Where you get something like dat from?” “I heard it from her mom. She think it's mine.” Man, I was stuck I couldn't think of anything to say to try an throw him off. “Well if she is then I don't know nothing bout it. But if it was your's then dont you think that she would of told you?” He got up and looked at me. “I would hope so. But I don't think that it's mine. I always had on a condom with her cuz I care bout her. I just want her to be happy with whatever is going on with her.”
Jarell think he playing somebody. He know damn well that he don't want nobody with her. I so should of told him that she was and it was by a white guy. That would've pissed him off even more. Jarell isn't nothing more than a hoe. I cleaned out my cup and put my apple in the trash and made my way to my room. I turned on the radio to see what was on. They was playing this old song by Bow Wow an Jagged Edge “My baby”. I went to my little closet and pulled out some things to make the best outfit for the night. Good think I still had my clothes on, cuz my brother James came walking in and sat on the bed.
“What James?” I asked him while he sat there with his phone in his hands looking cock eyed and crazy. “Man, Rose look.” He handed me his phone. It was his girlfriend, he was ready to ask her to marry him. They been together for like 4 years. She was half naked dancing with some guy that wasn't James. “How you get the picture?” “It was sent to my phone a few minutes ago, I don't know by who.” “James I'm sorry, maybe you should talk to her.” Why everybody always come to me with they drama? James sat there and looked at me “I tried that. She said it's over she wants to see other people.” I'm just mad he had to find out by a picture that she was a nasty chick. I sat next to him and gave him a hug. “I know you'll find someone that will be a wonderful wife for you.” He smiled and I smiled too. “OK get out I gotta get ready for my date.” I told him as I got up and went to the door. “Damn Rose you gotta be so mean?” He asked as he got to the door. “Well I get it from you. Later!” I closed the door and finish getting my stuff ready.
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Sept 2, 2009 14:57:40 GMT -5
Post by XxLalaBuggxX on Sept 2, 2009 14:57:40 GMT -5
Lol, his tat said Jessica, inside a heart....She added the lucky girl part! So met to change his name, it's josh & not james lol && everything thing else you'll get laterz lol ..Yeah i like bunny boo too, got it frm the bratz doll!!
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Sept 5, 2009 22:43:37 GMT -5
Post by Bad_B*tch on Sept 5, 2009 22:43:37 GMT -5
aww she is preggy. All i have to say that girl better be honest because its not cool to lie. I would have told jarell the truth so he would not get the impression that he is the baby daddy. I feel so bad for her though but it happens in real life. I know some girls that are in that situation. Ok Sheena get it girl got a date after school I know thats right. I would be happy if I got a date after school. Aww James leave smuts alone and he will find a decent girl.
Shawnna
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Sept 12, 2009 22:41:29 GMT -5
Post by skittles920 on Sept 12, 2009 22:41:29 GMT -5
wat n da hell??!! they been datin 4 5 months & she's 3 months pregnant!! smh. wow. as thats krazy!! smh. lovin it. asap
skittles920
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Sept 13, 2009 2:52:30 GMT -5
Post by XxLalaBuggxX on Sept 13, 2009 2:52:30 GMT -5
Chapter 2 I had just gotten home and saw that my mom wasn't home yet. Josh walked me to the door. “Don't forget bout tomorrow. We gotta be there before 2.” I said to Josh with my arms around his neck. “I would never forget. I even took off of work just so I know we would make it there on time. I still think the baby's a girl.” Tomorrow we are going to find out the sex of the baby. The first time we went we didn't want to know. But for some reason we changed our minds. I still need to tell my mom the truth but really scared of what she might say or do! “Baby we still have to tell my mom the truth about us and the baby.” I said to him as I rubbing the baby, which was starting to kick. He looked down and put his hands on my belly. “I know we do. You just let me know when you want to tell her and I'll be there.” He kissed me and I didn't want it to end. He was really sweet, but was I really wrong for this?
Just then Jarell pulled up to the crib. “Damn it” Josh looked at me then to where I was looking which was Jarell getting out the car. “Who's that?” He asked as he got in front of me. Damn Josh is so damn sweet and a great protector. “My ex, it's ok he just might want to talk.”
Jarell made his way over the the bottom step and looked at me then over at Josh. “So this your new man huh? You left me to be with him?” He was yelling and he just looked so scary. I've never seen him like dat before. “Jarell, it's not even like that. We was..” He cut me off “What you mean it's not like that?” “Look I'm not sure who you are but you don't need to be yelling at her like that.” Josh said standing up for me. “Who the hell are you? You need to get the hell out of my face with that.” I stepped out from behind Josh. “Rell stop yelling, please!?” He looked at me “Yeah I'll stop yelling, for you. But whats the deal with this I hear you having a baby.” Josh looked at me and looked then back at Rell. I sighed and put my hands on my belly “Yes, I'm having a baby.” He looked so hurt, but there nothing I could do bout that. “So is he the father?” “He is.” I said moving closer to Josh. I was happy that Rell didn't wanna fight James. Plus I think he's been drinking. “Rell I'm sorry, but you know why things didn't work with us.” He didn't say anything, he just put his hands up and walked away. I don't know, there was something in me that wanted to go to him and make him feel better, then the other side was like just let him be.
Josh pulled me into his arms and hugged me. He held me for what seemed to be forever. “You ok baby?” I wanted to cry but nothing came I sighed and looked up at Josh. “Yeah I'm ok.” He kissed my forehead “How bout we tell my mom tomorrow when we get back from the doctors?” I didn't want anything else to go wrong. I just want things to feel better and hopefully some what easier. “If that's what you want then fine. I'll be right by your side the hole time.” I smiled at him and kissed his cheek. “Thank you.” He smiled back “Your welcome, I told you that I loved you and would do whatever you wanted just as long as it makes you happy.” “I love you too.” I opened the door and he pulled me back to him and kissed me then kissed the baby. I watch him walk to his car. I closed the door after we blew each other kisses.
I pulled out my phone and notice that Jarell had called twice and Sheena and my mom called. I called my mom back first. She didn't answer so I called Sheena. “Hey mommy” Sheena is a mess “Hey pain in the butt. So how was it?” She was telling me all about her date with Jason. I had made my way up to my room and changed into my pj's. After an hour of us talking I heard Rell in the background. “Damn, Jarell hold on. Hey Jarell wants to talk to you.” I had forgotten to tell her that he came by. He got on the phone sounding crazy, think he been drinking even more. “Bunny Boo why you do me like that?” “Rell you the one that cheated on me. I never cheated on you or did I ever pass out my number to anyone like you did. Can you put Sheena back on now?” “Shyt is fucked up Bunny Boo. I told you they didn't mean anything. That's why you dont be wanting to out with any more too huh?” I hated to hear him sound like that but I know I did the right thing. I shouldn't have to be with someone that's talking and sleeping with other females. I should of listened to Sheena when she told me not to mess with him. “Jarell if you want we can go out Sunday. We can go to the movies or something.” “You for real? Or you just saying it?” I sighed and closed my eyes “Yeah Rell I mean it.” He got off the phone and gave it back to Sheena. “Girl what the hell was that about?” Sheena asked getting back on the phone. “I forgot to tell you he came by and saw me and Josh He's been drinking too, which he know he shouldn't be doing.”
Me and Sheena finished talking til I got a beep from Josh. “Sheena I'm gonna call you back James beeping in.” “That's cool ma. Later!” She hung up and I clicked over to him. “Was you busy?” “I was just talking to Sheena. But I can always call her back. So you miss me already?” I asked him while sitting at my computer desk. “Baby I always miss you. You miss me?” When he asked me that all I did was blush, good thing he could see me cuz he'd always say how cute I look when I smile. “You know I do.”
We talked for a what seemed to be forever but it was only 2 hours and 25 minutes. I didn't even hear my mom come home. I turned and saw her in my door way. “Hi mom. Hey let me call you back later.” “OK baby, well good night to both of my babies.” I smiled “Night.” I hung up and put my phone on the charge. My mom walked into the room and sat on the bed. Since that one night when she had found out I was pregnant we haven't really talked, we just talked long enough for her to know I was ok. “Do you know what your having yet?” I looked at her and moved from the computer chair to the bed and sat next to her. “I'm gonna find out tomorrow.” I know it hurt her to even be talking bout this with me. I guess it was something she felt was right to do. “That's good. I want to see the picture so bring it home ok?” “I will. I'm gonna frame it too!” She smiled and I must say I haven't seen her smile since, well you know! “Mom do you think that age matters?” She didn't say anything but she did give me this wired look. “Well I guess sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn't. Why?” I didn't want to tell her yet. I would feel way better if Josh was here to have my back. “Just asking.” She stood up and was on her out the door, than she turned to me. “Sasha you should get some rest. I'm gonna go do the same. Sounds like you have a big day tomorrow.” I smiled and nodded my head. She walked away and I got under the sheets. I looked back at today's events and I just kept asking myself if this was the right thing or not. All I knew was that I was happy with Josh and the baby, I was happy that my best friend is still talking to me, plus my mom still loves and cares for me. So even if someone may say this is wrong, to me this does feel right, and right now that's all that matters!
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Sept 14, 2009 15:43:52 GMT -5
Post by Lana on Sept 14, 2009 15:43:52 GMT -5
Ok so I waited a day and now here's my review.
I thought her mom was gonna be men when she came into the room. Glad she wasnt. Rell trippin but maube thats becuase he still love her. If i saw naughty bunnie with another baby and it wasnt mine i would feel kinda sad too. and drunk ppl always speak their feelings so maybe he was kinda confessing. Josh is a sweet heart...like him alot. I hope he stays that way. Lovin this!
UPDATE SOON!
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Sept 14, 2009 20:24:16 GMT -5
Post by skittles920 on Sept 14, 2009 20:24:16 GMT -5
i thought jarell & james wuz gonna fight but they shocked da hell outta me. rell just mad b/c he still loves & cares 4 her...... i also thought her mama wuz come n & yell... josh seems like a sweet guy. i hope their relatioship can last even afta she has da baby. update asap
skittles920♥
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Sept 21, 2009 15:28:23 GMT -5
Post by XxLalaBuggxX on Sept 21, 2009 15:28:23 GMT -5
Chapter 3 I didn't get much sleep last night. I stayed up most the night thinking about Sasha and our baby. I never knew that someone as young as she was could be beautiful inside and out. It's like when she talk's the world stops and all I hear is her voice. When I see her it's as if she's the only person around. When she smiles, God, I just want time to freeze and keep her smiling. When she walks it's like she's walking on clouds. My friends think I'm crazy for being with her but I do love her. I don't love her sex or anything like that. I love her because of who she is. No it wasn't love at first sight, well not for me anyways. When I first saw her I did think she was pretty and her voice was cute. I just thought she was some young girl looking for some trouble, but she wasn't. She was like me, just looking for someone to spend time with. Her she go calling me now.
“Good morning Joshy baby.” Her voice is one I'd never want to stop hearing in the morning. “Morning sexy. What you doing up already?” “I made breakfast for my mom.” “Sounds good. Wish I could make breakfast for you.” “Well one day I hope you can too, and I'll for you.” “Can't wait for that day to come.” I could hear her laugh and I knew she was smiling that sexy smile. “What time do you want me to come and get you?” “When ever your ready baby.” “I'm always ready to spend time with you. How bout sometime in the next hour?” “Sounds good. I'll be waiting.” “OK, talk to you later sexy.” “Later sexy man!”
We hung up. I got out of bed and pulled out some boxers and a t-shirt and got in the shower. I got out bout 20 minutes and wrapped a towel round me. While I had some mouthwash in my mouth I was combing my hair and slap some gel in there as well. After I was done I got dressed in some blue jeans and a red and white striped polo. I grabbed my shoes and headed downstairs to see my sister in the kitchen. “When did you get here?” I asked her while she was sitting at the table eating with our mom. “This morning bout 10 minutes ago. I think we need to talk.” My sister is 18 and she lives with her dad. I moved my mom in with me last year when her husband passed, which wasn't my father. My father is already dead.
“Aly what do we need to talk bout now?” “This girlfriend of yours.” I looked at her after I got the orange juice out. “What about her? You don't even know her.” She rolled her eyes at me. “Your right I don't but I know she's having a baby. So is it yours or some other guys?” I drunk my juice and put my cup in the dishwasher. I put my shoes on while looking at Aly. I didn't think I needed to answer her, for one she has a son and don't know who the father is. Can't believe she gonna come in my house and bring some stuff up like that. “The baby is mine. Why you all up in my business, again? I don't remember asking you to be.” “JJ is this the same girl you been bring back home?” My mom asked putting down her cup. “Yes, mom it is.” My mom smiled and I did as well. “She's a nice girl. Are you gonna bring her by today?” “I can.” “That would be nice. She has a pretty smile.” Mom was going on about how pretty she was and it just made my day. “I don't care how nice and pretty she is. I wanna know why you picked a young girl to be with?” “If you don't like it you know where the door is. By the way did you ever find out who the father of your baby was yet?” She didn't say anything and I just liked at her and walked to the door. I looked back at her “Aly don't be here when I get back, I would hate to have to toss out my only sister.” And with that I jumped in my car and headed to get my babies.
I stopped at the store to get Sasha a little something. She likes taking pictures so I got her a new camera. Nothing special, just wanted to make up for being late to get her. I pulled up to her house and she was outside with her mom. I got out the car and with the bag in my hand. “Hi Mrs. Byrd. Hi Sasha” Sasha just smiled “Hello Josh. Are you taking my daughter out?” “Yes! As long as it's ok with you.” “It's fine with me. It's not a school night so have fun, just not to much fun.” “OK, we'll try not too.” She smiled and got into her car and pulled off. As soon as she did Sasha hugged me and kissed me. “I hate hiding stuff from her. So can't wait til tonight.” “Yeah I do too. Wait, What you got planed for tonight?” “Tellin my mother bout us." I had almost forgotten. “Oh yeah. Oh I got you this.” I handed her the bag. “Whats this for?” “Well I knew I was gonna be late and I thought you would like it.” She opened the bag and pulled out the camera. She liked it! She gave a me a hug and I walked her to the car. I opened the door and close it for her. I got in and left for the doctors.
We got there and she signed in. We waited for maybe 25 minutes. They called us back and she got up on this table bed thing. The doctor came in. “Hello, I'm Dr. Onley. An you two are here to find out the sex of the baby?” “Yes we are.” She said to the doctor. I sat there and held her hand. The doctor turned the light out and put some jelly stuff on her and rubbed it with something that was hooked to a machine. You could hear some sounds. Come to find out it was the baby moving around and one was it's heart beat. This was one of the most happiest times in my life. “So are you ready to know the sex?” Sasha and I smiled at each other. “Yes we're ready!” She said before I even opened my mouth. “Your having a baby girl.” My eyes got so wide I thought they was gonna fall out my head. “I told you she was a girl!” I was just so damn happy we was gonna have a girl. “Yes, baby you was right.”
She got cleaned up, the doctor gave us a picture of the baby. Sasha had to point out the baby to me cause I was lost looking at her. I just know that I'm gonna take care of her and be the best father I can be to my baby. We got back out to the car. “So what you wanna do now?” She looked at me and grabbed my hand. “Whats wrong?” I asked her as I turn to her. “Nothing, I just don't want you to be mad bout something.” “What would I be mad about?” She sighed before she said anything. “Last night while I was talking to Sheena, Jarell got on the phone.” “What is he her brother?” “No baby he's her cousin.” “Oh ok. So go on.” “OK well I told him that he could take me to the movies tomorrow.” I didn't say anything, but I knew she wanted me to say something. “Well I'm not mad or anything. I mean he still cares for you but I trust you. But after wards your gonna spend the rest of the day with me right?” She smiled which made me smile. “Yes!” I leaned in to give her a kiss on her ear.
We was on our way back to my house. I told her what my mom said bout her this morning. Plus I'm sure my mom made lunch by now. She was talking to Sheena on the phone about the baby. Wonder what she wants to name the baby? Man, you would really think they was sisters as much as the two of them talk. Wonder if they even fight? I parked the car in front of the house. I opened the door for her, she was still on the phone. When we got to the door she got off and I opened it to let her in. Well wouldn't you know who was here!
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Sept 23, 2009 18:09:09 GMT -5
Post by skittles920 on Sept 23, 2009 18:09:09 GMT -5
damn. he just put his sis business out there didn't he? lmao. dat ain't funny but it kinda is n a way....... but he's rite. she don't need 2 b n his business like dat when she don't kno who her baby daddie is.........awwwwwww. she havin a girl. i guess josh is gettin wat he wants.... i wonder who's @ da house. idk. lovin it. update asap
skittles920♥
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Sept 28, 2009 15:18:42 GMT -5
Post by XxLalaBuggxX on Sept 28, 2009 15:18:42 GMT -5
Chapter 4 I was a lil shocked to see my mom here at Josh's house. The smile on my face was gone and I just knew something was about to go down. “Mom what are you doing here?” I asked still standing close to Josh. She just looked at and then at Josh. Josh's mom got up and walked over to me and Josh. “Sweet heart I think we all need to talk. I'm sure you know about what.” I felt my heart hit the floor. I walked over to the sofa and Josh was right beside me. “I'm sorry Josh to be in your home and not have said anything to you.” My mom said to him. Why didn't she say anything to me? “It's ok, I think I understand.” “Sasha, I'm not sure if I should be upset with you or with him.” I sighed and Josh took my hand and kissed it.
“Sasha why didn't you tell me how old Josh was? An how could you lie to me about who the father was? Josh your a grown man at 20 years old. What was going through your mind when all this was going on?” I felt a tear escape from my eye and ran down my face. “I'm sorry mom, I just didn't think that you would let me see Josh again if you really knew. But we was gonna tell you tonight when I got home. I didn't mean to hurt and lie to you.” Josh wrapped my tears away and pulled me close to him. “Ms. Byrd I'm the one you should blame. I know the age thing is wrong in many peoples eyes, but I believe that as long as we love each other everything will be fine. I wasn't thinking to clear at first, but even if I was i'm sure i'd still want to be with her. She might not be carrying the baby right now if my head was clear at that moment.” I can't believe he wanted to take the blame for this. “Josh honey don't you think you should've waited til Sasha was older or was really sure she was ready to, well you know sleep with her?” His mother is really sweet, I feel bad that she has to be in this. “I know mom, but I could tell she was ready and really wanted to have sex. I'd never do anything to hurt her. You seen her smile and laugh, that's all I want is for her to smile and be happy.” He replied to his mother. My mom just sat and looked at me the hole time.
I finally decided to tell them what the sex of the baby was. I pulled out the picture that the doctor had gave me and Josh. I got up and handed it to my mom and handed the other to Jessica, Josh mother. Both their faces lighted up, but I still think I was in trouble. My mom got up and looked at me. “Mom I'm sorry.” She pulled me into a hug. I started to cry and so did she. Josh came over and joined in on our hug! “Josh I know your gonna do right by my daughter, and if you don't I'll hunt you down myself!” She pulled him into a hug and kissed his cheek. She's never done that to any of my boyfriends, not even Jarell and she always said that he was the one for me! “Don't have any more children till your done with school. This is already gonna be hard for you.” “I'm not, but we only have two and a half months before school is over anyways. I should be fine.”
Josh wrapped his arms around me and I felt so safe, it was unreal! “So are you saying that I can keep dating Josh?” I looked at me mom. She nodded and I was just so happy about that. I couldn't wait to tell Sheena about this! “I mean even If I said no, I'm sure you two would find a way to get to each other.” I smiled and looked at Josh. “So Sasha honey, your having a girl?” Josh mom, Jessica, asked “Yes, she's a girl. Josh was right.” “So I'm gonna have a grand daughter?” I nodded at my mom.
I just got off the phone with Sasha. She was all happy bout having a baby girl. Let's just hope that she don't turn out to be her momma! All that matters is that I get to be a god mommy! I was waiting on Jason to come and pick me up. We having another outting today. He didn't say where we was going, but i'm ok with that.
“Look who's here.” I said messing with Jarell as he got out his car. “Where you think you going looking like a hooka?” “Whateva Jarell, I look good!” I had on a baby blue apple bottom T with a jean mini skirt, that has a baby blue belt. I also had on my all white reboc classics. “What you doing over here? Shouldn't you be with one of hoe's?” I asked him while we was outside sitting down in lawn chairs. He looked at me and smiled. “Nope, waitin on Sasha to call me.” I rolled my eyes at him. It's been like four or five months since they broke up, I can't believe he still trying to get her back. “Why would she call you? It's not Sunday yet.” “True, but she gonna need someone to talk to after her mom's done fussin with her.” I just looked over at him. “Jarell what did you do?” He just smiled and got up and went into the house. If I wasn't all dressed up I would go in there an get to the bottom of it, but I just text her to see how things where.
Rose: Hey girl where u @? Bunny Boo: @ Josh house wit my mom n hiz Y wats wrong? Rose: NM, things ok? Bunny Boo: Yea Y? Rose: Jus checkin did u talk 2 Rell 2daii?? Bunny Boo: No Rose: O ok well im gonna call u when I get home. Call me if something go wrong k? Bunny Boo: I will n have fun wit Jay O I have something else 2 tell u Rose: Cool! Laterz Bunny Boo: Laterz!
Jason pulled up to my house and I got in. “Hey Jay, what you got planed for us today?” I asked after he his my cheek. “Sorry pretty eyes can't tell you that.” I smiled “Ok that's cool.” We headed down town, which is pretty much nothing but big store's and fine four and five star restaurants. I looked over at him and he just smiled without looking back at me. “Why we come down here?” “Just sit back, all you need to know is that your gonna have fun.” I don't know what he had up his sleeves but I believe that it's gonna be fun.
When we finally stopped it was in front of an Apple Bottom outlet. It has to be new cuz I've never seen one down here. We got out the car and he grabbed my hand and walked inside. “You like it right?” I was still a lil shock and wondering why we here. “Yeah, so why are we here?” He looked at me. “This is my building plan. Something I made when I was back in high school. Someone saw it and wanted to buy it.” “Ok so what do you do?” He laughed “I an Architech, I help draw up floor plans and stuff like that. An sometimes the company that it's for helps you out even more with discounts and stuff.” Is he for real? Sounds golden to me! “So that means you get a discount here?” He just smiled and nodded. “So you want anything?” What kinda question was that!? “Yeah, but you have to help me pick stuff out!”
We was in there for maybe an hour if not more. I checked my phone to see if anyone had called. No one but my mom. I'll call her when on my way home. She just wanna know when I'll be home anyways. After we left from the store we went to a park and had a hot dog and some fries. We sat at the bench and he just kept looking at me.
“What? Do I have something on my face?” I asked him as I take the napkin and wrapped my lip. He laughed “No, it's not that at all. I was looking at how cute you look.” “Oh!” I was smiling hella hard. “Well your cute too.” “Not as cute as you.” I couldn't even eat anymore I was smiling and laughing so much. After a few seconds of laughing I had a question I needed to ask. “Can I ask you something?” He looked back at me “Sure go head ma.” “So how come you don't have a girlfriend?” He didn't say anything for a few seconds. He pulled out his phone and handed it to me. It was a picture of a girl holding a baby. “That's her mother, she was my girlfriend till one day she got up and packed her stuff and left. The baby is my daughter she's 2 now her name's Jasmine.”
I was kinda surpired that he had a kid. She really was the cutest lil baby I've ever seen. She had on a little yellow and white plaid dress with a yellow bow in her little bit of hair. “So what you thinking bout now?” I handed him his phone back. “Nothing really. She so pretty. I couldn't leave a pretty face like that behind.” He smiled and grabbed my hand. We walked back to his car. He opened the door for me and closed it after I got in. He got in and we took off. When we got back to my house we sat in the car and talked about me. “So why don't you have a boyfriend?” I wasn't really looking to answer that but since I asked him and he answered I guess it's only fair. “I don't know really. I guess no one has caught me eye.” “So What if I asked you out.” I smiled and turn to face him all the way in the seat. “Well I guess you'll have to ask to find out.” He took my hand in his and interlocked our fingers, he took his other hand and placed it under my chin and looked me in the eyes. “Sheena would you like to be my girlfriend?”
I smiled and gave him a small peak on the lips. “Yes I would.” After that he kissed me, this time with some tongue! I broke the kiss and smiled at him. He smiled back and got out to open my door. He walked me to the door, we kissed each other good night. I waited till he got in his car before I closed the door. When I got in the house I had so many set's of eyes on me I didn't even pay them any mind![/font][/color][/size]
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Oct 1, 2009 20:37:55 GMT -5
Post by Lana on Oct 1, 2009 20:37:55 GMT -5
awww he got a baby! and he asked her out. its sooo cute. and the fam ok with her having a little girl. thats cute too. i hope everything works out for them. i really want it to.
XoXo Lana XoXo
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Oct 4, 2009 13:15:46 GMT -5
Post by skittles920 on Oct 4, 2009 13:15:46 GMT -5
sheena n highschool rite?? if so, then how old is jason??..... awwwwwwwwwwwwww. dat baby is soooo cute. i hope their relationship works out lovin it. update asap
skittles920♥
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Oct 7, 2009 18:42:41 GMT -5
Post by XxLalaBuggxX on Oct 7, 2009 18:42:41 GMT -5
Chapter 5 I can't believe it's Sunday already! It's been one krazy week for me. I made my way downstairs to find my mom with some guy she worked with. “Morning honey.” “Morning mom. Hi Mr. Fredricks.” “Hello Sasha. How are you?” “I'm good, yourself?” I made my way to the kitchen not really trying to talk to him. I know why he's over here he not fooling no one. Mr. Fredricks been feeling my mom for awhile. He's ok, I'm just not liking the idea of my mom being with someone other then my dad. But I guess as long as she's happy I'm happy for her, as she is for me!
For some reason I didn't want to eat anything big so I got a pop-tart and some milk. I usually don't drink milk without some cereal. Might be it's the baby and not me who wants it! Which ever, after my pop-tarts was done I put em on a plate and made my way back to my room where my phone was playing “Shorty like mine” which was mine and Jarell song! I picked it up to him talking. “Bout time you answer your phone.” “Sorry me and the baby was hungry.” “Well I was thinking that I could treat you to some Ihop and that movie plus maybe after wards some lunch if you wanted.” Ok, I'm eatin for two, damn not the army. “Maybe just that movie and lunch.” “You sure? I don't want your baby daddy come after me cus I didn't feed you.” He started laughing and I did too. “Shut up that was dumb.” “But you know that's why you love me!” I didnt say anything in reply to that. It's not that I didn't love him, I'm just not in love with him. “So when you planing on coming over? I still need to take a shower and stuff.” “Ok, how bout somewhere in the next two hours?” “That's fine with me.” “Ok see you then.” “Iight Bunny Boo, later.” I hung up and called Josh. It rang three times then went to his voice mail. I decided to leave him a message. “Josh when you get some time call me back. I missed not talking to you this morning. Love you.”
I got in the shower. I'm one of those people who brushes their teeth while in the shower. Saves some time, my mom says that's krazy. I got out and put on my robe and went back into my room to find something to put on. While I was looking for something to put on I called Sheena. It went right to voice mail. I left her a message as well. “Hey big head when you get this call me.” She must have been up all night talking to Jason. Not mad at her for that!
After I was dressed I went back down stairs to the kitchen to clean my plate. My mom was in there with Mr. Fredrick. It was kinda sick to see my mom all over some guy, but I went bout my business. I went outside to wait for Rell. He'd always blow the horn and stand out beside his car when he would come and get me.
I was outside for maybe 20 minutes before he got there. This time it was a bit different. Not sure if it was because I was already outside or if he was being nice to me. He came walking over to where I was sitting playing a game on my phone. “Bunny Boo you look nice.” I smiled at him. I had on some jeans, that was almost to tight to button, with a purple button up. I was getting to big to try an look cute. “Thanks Jarell. You do too” Which wasn't nothing new for him. I went to get up but I slipped and he was right there to catch me from falling. “You ok?” He asked as he held my hand helping me get to feet. “Yes I'm fine and thanks.” He smiled and we walked to his car. He even opened the door and closed it for me. Someone is being extra nice! He got in and I just looked at him. Guess he knew I was looking at him cus he smiled. “What?” He asked as I looked away from him. “Nothing.” The ride to the movies was a bit quiet, even with his phone ringing none stop. I just looked out the window. When we got to the movies it took us a few minutes to pick a movie. I really didn't care what we watched, but it's always fun to disagree with him on what to watch and what not to watch! Wonder if he knows that yet!?
He paid for the tickets and I got the popcorn and other snacks. I had to get an Icee! We went to see Role Models. The movie was funny, I really wouldn't mind coming back to see it again! While the movie was playing he was rubbing on my leg, I kept putting his hand back on the arm rest. Then he put his arm around me. It was fine till he starting feeling on me. It felt like old times, but I wasn't with him anymore. So I had to stop him from doing that. He smiled about everything he was doing. Him and his games!
The movie's was over and we headed back to the lobby. I went into the bathroom, after I was done I checked my phone to see if anyone had called. Nope no one called. I went back to find Jarell, he was talking to some girl. See this is why we not together any more. He thinks that stuff is cute, but it's not. I didn't say anything to him, I just walked outside and sat on the bench. A few minutes later Rell came out and saw me sitting down. “I was looking for you.” I rolled my eyes. “Was you really? How you looking for me and you talking to some girl?” He said nothing, but I wasn't mad about it. I would be if we was dating. “That's why we not together Rell.” I said to him as he sat next to me.
Man, I finally got her to come out with me after some months and I just messed things up. I do want her back, but I just don't think I could stop flirting with other girls. I was never like this over any female. I've always been the kind of guy that would talk sweet nothing's to you then take back to my place or where ever and have my way with em. Bunny Boo and Brittney where the only one's I would want to be around all the time. But now I'm kinda getting bored of Brittney. Anyways, I'm still gonna try and work my magic with her. She know she liked what was going on in the movie's!
I sat down beside Bunny Boo and put my arms around her. “I'm sorry, she” Bunny Boo cut me off with fire in her voice. “What Rell? Let me guess she didn't mean anything to you!?” I guess I've been saying that way to much. I gotta say she turn's me on when she mad. “I wasn't gonna say that but yeah that too.” I turned her face to mine and looked into her eyes. “Sasha you know you miss me.” I said to her in a soft tone as if we was alone some where. “Nice try Jarell. The only thing I miss about you is the late night party's.” I was kinda heated when she said that but it's ok. “If that's how you really feel.” She turned her head away from me again. I got up and held my hand out for her to take it. She took it I walked her over to the car.
“You still gonna have lunch with me?” I asked her after she was settled in the seat. “Not really, but I did say that I would. So where you taking us?” Man, this girl is funny. “Where do you wanna go? Unless you wanna go back to my place and make lunch.” She looked at me and rolled her eyes. “So I guess going back to my place is out the question?” “Why you think that stuff is funny?” She smacked her lips and looked at me. “It was only a joke. You know ha ha funny.” “I didn't find it funny, sorry.” The ride to apple bee's was quiet. I brought her here because this was where we had our first date.
We got inside and got seated. Her phone went off and she picked it up. Not sure who it was but they was cutting in on my time. “Who you talking to?” “Your cousin, why?” Man, I really hope that's what you call a mood swing. Other wise I would've though that she wanted to cut my head off. A few minutes later she got off the phone. “What Sheena doing?” “She getting ready to go out.” The waitress came over and asked if we was ready to order. She took our order and said she'd bring our drinks out first. She walked away and I couldn't help but look at her butt as she walked away. “Your a pig you know that!?” I kinda smiled, wonder if she know how cute she looks when she acting all jealous? “There's nothing wrong with looking.” She rolled her eyes and looked back at her phone. “You waiting on a call? Or you just hate being wit me that much?” She looked up from her phone and just looked at me. “I'm waiting on a call. I don't hate hanging out with you. It's just kind of hard to talk about right now.” Look like she ready to cry and stuff. I handed her a napkin. “Thanks” Then the tears came running out. I moved over to set next to her in the booth.
“Here's your food.” The waitress placed the plates on the table then looked over at Bunny Boo while she was crying. “Is everything ok?” “Yes, she's just a lil upset that's all. Thanks.” “Sure let me know if you need anything. My names Amore.” I nodded as she walked away. “You didn't have to come sit over here. I'm fine it's just.” I cut her off with a kiss. At first I thought she was gonna hit me but she kissed me back. I was happy that she didn't and was even more happier she kissed me back! She pulled away from me and just looked at me. “You ok?” She looked away from me “I don't know. I just want to eat and go home.” I stayed sitting next to her while we ate. About after 3 minutes Amore came back over. “Is everything ok? Refills?” “A refill for me thanks.” She took Bunny Boo's cup. She really didn't eat much but I guess it was because of everything we had at the movies. Amore was back fast with the refill. “Here you are.” “Can we get the bill please?” “Sure I'll be right back with it.”
We made our way out to the car. I helped her get in, she looked tried. So I decided to take her home, not that I really wanted too. Bunny Boo fell asleep on the road home. My phone went off again, this time I answered it. “What?” “Don't talk to the mother of your child like that.” “I don't know why you be trying to put him on me, we both know he's not mine. So what do you want?” “I want you what else would I want?” This girl is krazy, if I would've known that I would've stayed away from her. “Right now I'm taking care of something and I'll think about coming to see you. I gotta go.” I hung up on her and pulled up to Bunny Boo's house to see Josh car. She looked so peaceful sleeping, but I gotta wake her up. “Bunny Boo, wake up your home.” I said shaking her arm. “Bunny Boo your home.” She opened her eyes and smiled. What was I thinking messing around on her. I sat back watching her sit up in the seat. “What?” She looked over and asked “Just thinking, that's all.” “Do I even wanna know about what?” I smiled “If you wanna know just ask.” “No, I think I'm good. But it was ok hanging out with you today. Walk me to the door?” “Yeah it was, sure I'll walk you.”
We got out the car and walked to the door. “So how are things with Josh?” She looked over at me “Things are wonderful, why you ask?” “Just thought I'd ask, So your happy with him right?” “Yes, I am happy. Why you didn't think we would be?” “Kinda, but it doesn't matter what I think. So here we are.” It kinda felt like we're still dating, walking her to her door again. “Thanks again. Who knows maybe we can hang out sometimes.” I smiled at the thought of that. “Yeah maybe we can, maybe a double date?” “Yeah right. Bye Rell.” “What no hug?” She smiled and leaned in. We hugged and I kissed her cheek. “Bye Bunny Boo” She went in the house I got in my car and just sat there thinking.
Jayson is 19, not sure if that comes up later or not! Thanks for reading!!
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